valgrl17

so i have a boyfriend. and i love him...alot. but sometimes i really think that i love him way too much. i think that i care about him alot more than he might care about me. i text him more, want to see him more, make him stuff, and he is always on my mind. he has a job, which is fine, but lately i havent been able to see him over the weekends because of his long hours...and i hate it. we dont go to the same school and so i dont get to see himn alot during the week so we used to hang out alot during the weekend and it was great. now i barely get to see him at all. and lately i have been thinking to myself, not having a relationship is alot less work than having one. they are really hard if you work for a good one. and beleive me, i work hard. and he is so effing proud and stubborn. im always the one to say sorry even if i didnt do anything cuz he cant bring himself down to apologize. but things have gotten better lately. i basically told all this and BAM he dropped to his knees (not literally, although that would have been cool lol) and said he would change for the better. and i was like thats right bitch! haha okay not really but im hoping that he will really change and not just be saying that. cuz i love him but when he is like that i start feeling kinda worthless and degraded and i cant be with someone that makes me feel that way.

Your Bedroom

1. What color are the walls? blue and green

2. What color is the carpet? off white

3. Do you have Pictures Hanging up? i have some in frames

4. If so, are they in frames, or taped up? in frames, and some are hung up by tape on the wall

5. Who are these pictures of? friends, family

6. What size bed do you have? double

7. Do you have a tv? yeah

8. Do have a stereo or radio/cd player? yea

9. Movies? yep

10. DVDs? ya

11. What is on your Blankets and Pillows? nothing, they are just plain

12. How many windows are in your room? 1

13. Would it be easy for someone to spy on you? kinda

14. Do you have a door? yep

15. Does your door lock? yep

16. Do you have a closet? Yep

17. What do you keep in your closet? clothes, shoes, bags, old pictures

18. What do you keep under your bed? nothing

19. Do you share your room with anyone? Nooo

20. Are there any secrect hiding spots in your room? nope

21. Where do you keep your Thongs/Bras, Boxers/underwear? In a drawer in my closet

22. Are you in your room often? yea

23. Are other people in your room a lot, with or without you? sometimes but not alot, and i hope no one goes in there without me. thats creepy

24. Besides pictures, what else is hanging up on the walls? posters, moive poster, magazine pages, bulletin board, medals, stereo speakers

25. How many mirrors are in your room? none

26. How many closets are in your room? 1

27. How many dressers are in your room? i dont have a dresser i just put everything in my big closet.

28. Is this computer, or any other computer in your room? nah

29. The pictures in your room: mostly guys or girls? both

30. Is there anything perverted, sexy, or nasty in your room? hmmm perverted no, sexy yes


Your Bedroom (Part 2)

31. Do you hide things in your dresser? condoms lol

32. If so, which drawer? my bra drawer cuz i doubt my dad would ever look in there haha

33. How clean is your closet? It's not

34. Do you keep your clothes in your closet, dresser, or both? closet and my blue chair in my room.

35. Where are your shoes? closet, floor, downstairs, outside, garage, basically everywhere

36. Do you keep a diary/journal in a secret hiding place in your room? nope

37. On a scale of 1 - 10, how clean would you rate your room? 7 1/2

38. Do you have any stains on the carpet? yea i spilled grape juice on the floor 

39. Do you think you would pass the black light test? uh wat?

40. Do you have a trash can in your room? yep

41. If so, go look, what is in it? nothing cuz the maid just took out the trash

42. What would I find in your underwear drawer? underwear, and a pair of scissor :O

43. Do you have a make up table? nope, thats in my bathroom

44. If so, how much make up is on that table? toooooo much

45. Do you use it all? nope

46. How would someone judge you by looking at your room? she is so cool lol

47. Do you live with your parents? Yep

48. Do your parents go into your room? my dad comes in to say goodnight

49. Do they search your room? i for sure hope they dont

50. If you could paint your room any different color, what would it be? lavender and brown

51. Do you have any dirty movies in your room? No

52. Hidden, or exposed? Haha I dont have any

53. Do you have any signs up? yep

54. What do they say? ARMY